Childhood Dreams

As a child we all dream about some stupid stuff. Let alone dream , we DO a lot of stupid stuff. But being kids its acceptable because ....well kids are stupid.

Now when i was a kid.... wait...more on that later. First I am going to tell you when my friends were kids, what did they dream of. I am going to keep the identities secret or use fake names of my friends so that no one can sue me after this:)

So in kindergarten my underwear friend (langotia yar) wanted to be a ghost buster ...at that time i didnt even know wat ghost busters meant, but hey! neither did he. The insanity never stopped with him, people say that kids grow smarter wen they r in process of growing up. But sadly none of my frnz grew up i guess. From bng a ghost buster he was hopping his way to even more insane future dreams. One of my friend had a dream of becoming a pan wala ... y d hell is he is in a school den, i alwaz thought. FYI he is IIT right now.So you see my point is .that Kids are weirdos  i mean cute weirdos...but weirdos none the less

Though all my friends had these aweful next to impossible dreams. I had an even INSANE one. I wanted to be an ACTOR and a WRITER. i have carried this dream with me for last 15 years training myself for it. For a 4 year old i was much ahead of my time. i knew back then that if i cud get a kids commercial i would do it better then anyone n nail it. As the years passed by i did pick a few more insane dreams but these were always with me. I got rejected in 7 auditions ...1 for a movie n 6 for commercial. Someone said i was too young ...some said i was too thin. Well some even said i don't know how to act (I don't agree with this at least). The only audition i have cleared till now is the College Theater auditions and one other audition which i would not like to brag about (so lets be sush about it). My point of writing this blog post is to prove that i was smarter then other kids at my time, I hate kids ...and i'll make it big some day (fingers crossed) :)

CURRENT STATUS OF FRIENDS 

•  Ghost Buster is a Merchant Navy cadet right now.
• The Cowboy is pursuing Physics honors from DU.
• The Pan Wala is in IIT
• My fellow lead actor is sitting home doing nothing.
• Private Detective is sitting on his father's kapda shop.
• And Tin Tin is in U.S.A right now.

Well as far as my dream is concerned ... I am trying...

My Dark, Arrogant, Rude and Selfish ERA was much better then what I AM NOW

ME - PRESENTLY

Yes i admit it... My portrait and trying to be a Mr. Nice Guy for the post one year hasn't paid off well. My grades shot down.... My graph of success has come down from the point that i thought i would never come down from. Its depressing and normally a guy would fall down on his knees and cry his heart out. And I am a normal guy too.... that is exactly what i did. Its not only about the grades ...it is abt the respect i had for myself 2 years ago that i tend to have lost now. I was focused ...I knew what i wanted to ahead in my life. N now am this complaining n irritating and even self annoying idiot.

ME- ONE AND A HALF YEAR AGO


I was a focused guy who knew what he would do. I would have gone out of school and I would have three goals to achieve. 1st- get through NDA for airforce ( that couldnt happen). 2nd- if airforce didnt happen. I would go after Merchant Navy (my mother did not let that happen) and write fictional books (still working on my first book). 3rd- I would be an actor (dont know when that's gonna happen). Being an Engineer was never in my list. All for Dad's happiness i flushed all of the three items above and started to do my best for Engineering. And i did my best in it as well, I cracked AIEEE by a not so bad 28k Rank. With the quota i would have got a much better college and i even got one, NSIT....then started the worst year of my life. i did not get into NSIT....rather after two months i got into Lingaya's University ( ppl who dont know this university, its an average private university in Faridabad). So that was the first biggest fall of my life, From NSIT to LU, metaphorically from HEAVEN to HELL. But it wasnt the last fall. the year 2010-2011 wasnt that good for me. The only good thing happened to me in this time was my college theater and the appreciation i got. Its time to set the my life on track again.


ME- FUTURE


Being the usual non caring, future based, arrogant, rude and ruthless successful jerk i used to be. Coz if dats wat i need to be on top again i'll b very happy to do it. No more Nice Guy for me. I was better the way i was years ago. And am back on Blogger as well...after a year long gap. Lets look up to things and see positively, my old mantra renewed ;). No more depression and whining about stuff, time to b practical and face the reality. Chao...c ya till my next blog post.