DEATH.....joy or sorrow

In the dark phase of my life came this poem....and in another dark phase i am writing it out for you...this is the third poem i wrote in my life. it's called....

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"DEATH-joy or sorrow"

If I ever die tomorrow,

It would not come as joy nor sorrow,

Have done what i wanted to,

Difficulties have passed through,

Narrow lane of pain,

Nothing to despair the drain,

The only thing I would miss and cry,

Was the thing in which i was shy,

No quake can hurt me,

No flood can sweep me,

I'll drown in the tunnel of heaven,

Passing the hell's demon,

'I have done no sin' I would say,

But will it save me from being a pray,

Embedded in the land I was born and then died,

Would think just one thing,

What if I die tomorrow,

Will it be a joy...or sorrow