My Dark, Arrogant, Rude and Selfish ERA was much better then what I AM NOW

ME - PRESENTLY

Yes i admit it... My portrait and trying to be a Mr. Nice Guy for the post one year hasn't paid off well. My grades shot down.... My graph of success has come down from the point that i thought i would never come down from. Its depressing and normally a guy would fall down on his knees and cry his heart out. And I am a normal guy too.... that is exactly what i did. Its not only about the grades ...it is abt the respect i had for myself 2 years ago that i tend to have lost now. I was focused ...I knew what i wanted to ahead in my life. N now am this complaining n irritating and even self annoying idiot.

ME- ONE AND A HALF YEAR AGO


I was a focused guy who knew what he would do. I would have gone out of school and I would have three goals to achieve. 1st- get through NDA for airforce ( that couldnt happen). 2nd- if airforce didnt happen. I would go after Merchant Navy (my mother did not let that happen) and write fictional books (still working on my first book). 3rd- I would be an actor (dont know when that's gonna happen). Being an Engineer was never in my list. All for Dad's happiness i flushed all of the three items above and started to do my best for Engineering. And i did my best in it as well, I cracked AIEEE by a not so bad 28k Rank. With the quota i would have got a much better college and i even got one, NSIT....then started the worst year of my life. i did not get into NSIT....rather after two months i got into Lingaya's University ( ppl who dont know this university, its an average private university in Faridabad). So that was the first biggest fall of my life, From NSIT to LU, metaphorically from HEAVEN to HELL. But it wasnt the last fall. the year 2010-2011 wasnt that good for me. The only good thing happened to me in this time was my college theater and the appreciation i got. Its time to set the my life on track again.


ME- FUTURE


Being the usual non caring, future based, arrogant, rude and ruthless successful jerk i used to be. Coz if dats wat i need to be on top again i'll b very happy to do it. No more Nice Guy for me. I was better the way i was years ago. And am back on Blogger as well...after a year long gap. Lets look up to things and see positively, my old mantra renewed ;). No more depression and whining about stuff, time to b practical and face the reality. Chao...c ya till my next blog post.